I’ve decided to write one reason on my left arm -the scarred one- every day.  Unfortch I couldn’t find #1, but I figured #19 was a good start xD
I can get through this.

I’ve decided to write one reason on my left arm -the scarred one- every day.  Unfortch I couldn’t find #1, but I figured #19 was a good start xD

I can get through this.

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We need to make some changes around here.

Given the s***ton of s*** I’m dealing with right now, I just can’t have EDNOS.  It’s going to inhibit down my other recovery.  So, from now, no more triggering thinspo… just FITSPO!  I’m going to become a fucking ninja!!  With fancy flat-ass abs.  But not a flat ass, of course.  That was just an adjective for the abs =P  I don’t think my ass is capable of being flat.  that being said, I don’t understand girls who want to have smaller asses.  I LOVE mine big the way it is, and I wish it were bigger =)


100reasonstorecover:

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God I wish I could just keep going the right direction.

100reasonstorecover:

Submitted by: rainywomen

God I wish I could just keep going the right direction.

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Oh, my maryjanes

Woah my maryjane!

Feelin deprived…


All I Need to Do…

Is lose 30 pounds by Christmas.  Then they won’t be able to send me back here =)


I wish…

My roommate would leave so I can have a cryfest in private.

New goal: Hit 110 soonish.

Here’s the plan.  I have like, 14 weeks or something til I go home.

So if I can knock out 800 a day, I can be down to about 120.  That’s something.

I just want to get the fuck out of here.


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Today

I totally worked out while doing my laundry cuz we have an eliptical in the laundry room ;-) Hella awesome.  Ate a bunch of chips, but also didn’t binge or have any sweets so scoooooooore!  Chose lemonade over soda too =)


I wanna feel weightless

But I’m stuck in this fucking rut…

Maybe it’s not my weekend, but it’s gonna be my year ;-)


It’s so unfair…

That girls are skinnier than me but have bigger boobs than I do.  Wtf :(